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Response to Elliot Roger

I quit posting to the internet to ensure I don’t lose my job but this topic is too close to me (as I will explain in a bit) for me not to blog about.  Im not going to post the link on twitter so only the 30 or so readers this blog has will ever read this.  I doubt that my employer will ever find this post.  Mostly Im typing this for myself.


I’m sure most of you know of Elliot Roger who killed 6 people in a rampage in Santa Barbara California.  I recently had the time to read his 140 page manifesto, titled “My Twisted World.”  It took me about 6 hours over the course of two days.  One of the things he briefly talked about in this manifesto was his short lived dream to write a screenplay and have it made into a movie.  He gave up on this dream simply because it would not get him rich fast enough.  One of the most tragic things in the world is wasted talent.  The manifesto was quite a page turner.  He would have made a great writer, if only he followed through and did the hard work.


For those who want to read it here is a copy.


Elliot Roger lived the life many of us can only dream of.  He wore designer clothes, drove a car estimated to be worth $40,000 got to interact with A list celebrities because his parents worked in Hollywood.  He lived in nice homes on his parents dime and they fully funded his college education.  However in his manifesto he admits to merely going through the paces so his parents don’t cut him off financially.


I find the story of Elliot Roger interesting because I see a lot of my own story in his manifesto.  We went through similar experiences, but turned out very different.  Like Roger my parents divorced and my dad married his mistress who then worked to rid my brother and I from his life.  The last time I ever spoke to my father was when he called to tell me that his wife did not want me coming around any longer.  We never spoke again.  A few years ago I learned that he died of a heart attack and his wife had the balls to bad mouth me at the funeral for not showing up.


Like Elliot Roger I grew up in a fairly well off household, although no where near as rich was his family was.  My parents owned a successful business that my dad’s new wife sucked financially dry like the vampire she is.  When I last spoke to my dad he was pretty much broke.  Those who cheat on their wives always get what is coming to them.  If I am ever lucky enough to find someone to marry I will be twice the husband he ever was.  On an earlier blog I wrote about how I paid my own child support.  If you want to read it click here and it will open in a new tab.


I guess my biggest complaint against Elliot Roger was his unwillingness to accept blame for his shortcomings.  Throughout the manifesto he laments how he has failed at everything he ever tried.  He tried skateboarding because he thought he could become popular if he was a skateboarder.  However when he found that there were people younger than him who were better than him, he gave up.  Rather than ask his parents (who fulfilled every wish he had) to help him by getting him a coach to help him improve he just gave up.  For him, he had to be the best or it just wasn’t worth doing.  I enjoy playing basketball.  Even at my size I still play the game.  The last time I played was a few months ago.  I was only able to last about 30 minutes but I made two baskets.  Although I think my friends just let me make those two baskets.    I have no delusions about my ability.  Even when I was in shape I was never that good at sports.  Everyone has talent but others will always have more talent and some will be less talented than me.


I think one of the greatest things about the last time I played basketball was the other fat people watching.  Here I was playing with people young enough to be my sons and all they could do was watch.  Some of them probably thought I was making a fool of myself, but I was just having fun with some friends from work.  Possibly a few looked at me with envy.  As for my size I have nobody to blame but myself.  I ate myself to this size because for a while I was feeling down and depressed.  I am now doing much better but still have a way to go before I am at a healthy weight again.


Another thing that Elliot Roger did is that he blamed women for not finding him attractive.  He believed them to be wrong for being attracted to athletic jocks instead of a gentleman like him.  Like Elliot Roger I have had difficulty with the ladies.  I am shy when I am around someone beautiful and often won’t even look them in the eye.  I usually look down, which in a way works out because of my foot fetish. LOL.  However, let’s take a look at what Elliot actually had to offer the ladies.  He had no major in college, he was not studying to be something that paid well such as a doctor or lawyer.  He was only going to college so his parents would continue supporting him.  Ladies like the same thing us guys do.  They like someone to be attractive (although everyone is attracted to different body types) they like someone who will treat them nice and not cheat on them.  However ladies desire something more than us guys do.  They want someone who is going somewhere.  Even if they are not there yet.  That is what college is, working towards a goal.  It is not just a place to score babes.  It is a place of hard work.  If Elliot was still alive I would tell him this.  Women did not reject you because they don’t like gentlemen, there are lots of gentlemen who get women.  They rejected you because you did not offer them anything.


Now I’ve had my own problems with the ladies.  A lot of it has to do with my size.  The solution to that problem is simple, lose weight.  Which of course I am doing.  Another problem I have had is most of my jobs were low paying.  I did attempt to solve that problem by going to community college.  My current job is one that I enjoy but they do struggle with paying me.  One time I went 6 weeks without a paycheck.  This week I was paid but only partially.  I could probably get a job with a competitor as I have had offers but I don’t like job hopping.  So I don’t blame ladies for not finding me a catch.  I am overweight and I don’t earn a lot of money.  Both of these problems could be easily solved and on the weight side I am.


The manifesto was a very interesting read but it was also tragic in the way it ended.  No where in his 140 page manifesto did he describe the qualities he looked for in a woman.  All he wanted was a tall blonde.  His desire for a female was just for sex, nowhere did I read about the type of relationship he wanted to have with her.  Did he want someone who enjoys going out or someone who prefers to stay home and watch TV?  Did he want someone with a career or a stay at home mom?  Did he want someone who enjoys public displays of affection?  These are very important questions for me and any potential mate I might have.  No where was this discussed.  All he talked about was sex.


He didn’t even go into detail about what type of sexual encounter that he wanted.  He wrote in graphic detail his masterbation session in which he apparently humped his bed.  0_o  Did he want someone kinky?  Did he want to do weird stuff like have her cluck like a chicken while he ate scrambled eggs off her ass? (An actual fantasy of mine, don’t judge)


In his manifesto he began to lament about how he despised other men who had sex while he didn’t.  He then went down the rabbit hole of WTF when he wrote about how he wanted to rip the skin off these men while their girlfriends watched.  His manifesto filled with really twisted sadistic fantasies about what he would like to do if only he had the power.  He wrote about how he would build a concentration camp for women and watch them starve to death keeping only a few alive for breeding purposes to keep the human species going.  Then humanity would be a utopia free of the evils of women.  Had he payed attention in biology class instead of looking at the girls he might have learned that a limited gene pool leads to retardation.


Else where in the manifesto he wrote about how women are not capable of making the right choice in a mate and thus the decision should be made for them, of course he would be one of the people who chooses who gets who.  Fun fact, sex without consent is rape and most ladies don’t like to be raped.  I begin to wonder if any of the ladies ever picked up on his views of them and this is why they rejected them.


I guess the reason I am so interested in this Elliot Roger is how similar we started out and how different we turned out.  Although my parents divorce destroyed my world and I was heart broken by my father’s betrayal it only made me want to be twice the man he ever was.  I wanted to rise above him.  I wanted to see him living in that shack he and his mistress lived in as he saw me being faithful to my wife.  They say hookers in Las Vegas can be expensive but the mistress my dad married managed to drain in a few short years what took my parents a lifetime to build.  Prior to the divorce my parents owned 3 houses and had built their business from a garage to a large building that used to be a grocery store.  That mistress cost my dad at least a a million dollars.


Unlike Elliot Roger I did not allow my parents divorce and financial problems impact me.  At 19 I moved out after my own father fired me from the company I was supposed to inherit because his wife wanted me gone, I got a minimum wage job as a security guard and worked my way up until I got the good positions that paid more.  I put in my time with the company.  Elliot Roger had one job for about 3 hours as a janitor.  He quit the job because he thought it was beneath him.  He had that luxuary.  He had parents who for some reason allowed him to do this and continued supporting him.  For a while when I was 19 I lived in my vehicle.  My father knew this and did nothing.  Again in 2008 I was homeless again after I tried and failed to run my own business.  This time I had help from some kind people on the internet.  But you want to know what did it.  I had a plan.


I laid out my plan on YouTube, each step I had to take in order to get out of my situation.  People saw that I was serious and they helped.  I then posted updates on YouTube after each step was completed.  Eventually I was able to repay the donations.  Elliot Roger did not have a plan.  Other than to be rich.  He spent his parents money on lottery tickets instead of using the tool they already gave him.  College is how you become rich.  You study and get a degree in a field that is in high demand.  I once had a room mate who was a welder.  He worked hard and came home covered in sweat.  However, he drove a brand new truck.  He got jobs that most other welders can’t get because of the extra certifications he had.  He was only with me a few months as his job sent him to a new city once his welding was done.


In the manifesto he talks about how he would walk in the common areas hoping some woman would approach him.  He also talked about his inability to take the first step and talk to women.  It has since come out in the news that he was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome which limits his ability to socially interact.  So does this mean that anyone with Aspergers Syndrome can not make friends or get a date?  Certainly not.  There are many who have Aspergers and are happily married.  Instead of overcoming an obstacle Elliot Roger found it easier to blame others for his short comings.


He envied and later hated those who were taller and more athletic than he was despite the fact he had to have known genetics play a huge role in this.  He was half asian which typically means he is not going to be playing professional basketball.  Yao Ming is the exception not the rule.  He gave up on skateboarding because he couldn’t be the best.  Not everyone gets to be Tony Hawk.  Some naturally are going to be more gifted than others.


Whether it was skatebording, hackysack, or anything else he wrote about it was always for the same goal, popularity.  It was never about friends.  He also wrote about ending friendships because they were not beneficial to him.  He also ended friendships because his friends sometimes did things without him.  For this I feel the Oompa Loompas wanting to sing a song.  If they did it would be about how his parents fulfilled every wish.  Perhaps it was out of guilt for the divorce.  If Elliot Roger was alive today I would tell him to get kindness he had to offer kindness.  None of his activies he described doing just because he enjoyed it.


Another thing I noticed in his manifesto was his constant fixation with tall blondes.  That was all he wrote about.  Apparently that was all he saw.  In his college apartment his room make brought a girl home and he was repulsed by her appearance.  When you are starving in the desert you don’t turn down a glass of water because it isn’t your brand.  I would have chatted with the room mate and asked him to have his girlfriend find me a mate even if she wasn’t a perfect 10.  In fact he had lots of opportunities for this.  Every school has a few girls that are known as “the sure thing.”  In his manifesto he wrote about the verbal fights he got into with some of his friends because they had girlfriends and he didn’t.  I would have talked to one of these friends and asked for help instead of yelling at them.  If all he wanted was a roll in the hay I’m sure his friends would have introduce him to the girls in charge of hay rolling.  Instead he fought with his friends until they started distancing themselves from him.


Never in his manifesto did he talk about what he wanted to offer the ladies.  Other than his flashy car and his designer clothes.  He was proud of the fact that he dressed better than everyone else and that he drove a fancy car and got to be on the red carpet for hollywood events.  He didn’t get any of that.  His parents worked hard to get where they were and he was living off of their money.  He had no job, and had no plans for the future.  Combine that and his views on women he might as well been wearing chick repellent.


Yes the parents are to blame for spoiling him.  His father is greatly to blame for choosing his new wife over his own son time and time again.  His mother is to blame for coddling him and never holding him accountable.  However Elliot Roger is to blame for his unwillingness to overcome his obstacles.  He had the ability.  Granted he was short but he was a good looking man.  With the right attitude he could have gotten plenty of girls.  Granted tall blondes usually don’t go for short guys but did he ever overlook some of the ladies who were not a perfect 10?  Was there possibly a girl who was just as shy as he was but he never saw her because his eyes were always set on tall blondes?


I see a lot of myself in Elliot Roger especially in our past and the difficulty we have in meeting ladies.  The difference is I chose to never give up.  I accept that I will never be great at basketball, but when my friends are playing I ask to join in.  I accept that I will never be Brad Pitt but I also recognize that I must get to a healthy weight to make myself more desireable.  Even so, there are chubby chasers out there who prefer big men.


Like Elliot Roger I have a desire to be rich, or at least financially independent.  Each week I set aside money as it is my goal to purchase a few acres of land and put some trailers on it and charge people rent.  Then buy another parcel of land and repeat the process again and again, paying cash for everything and not going into debt.  I don’t make a lot of money at my job, but I work hard to save what I can.  I don’t waste money on lottery as he did.  He spent hundreds of dollars at a time of his parents money on lottery tickets instead of spending that money on tutors to get good grades in college.  He had the opportunity to get his Masters Degree or even possibly a PhD.  His parents would have paid for his education and then he would have a well paying job.  Instead of doing the work he tried the short cut with a foolish attempt at winning the lottery.  He wrote about how everyone at college was out having fun and sex and he was angry he did not get to live that lifestyle.  He must have overlooked the people who work and can only afford to go to school part time, or the people who take student loans to pay for college.  His education was handed to him and he merely went there to continue to live off his parents money.


A few times he wrote about how he hated his mother for not wanting to get married again even though she was dating several wealthy men.  He wrote about how selfish she was for not marrying money so he could sponge off his new step dad.  He actually blamed her for not doing enough for him even though he was already one of the richest kids on campus.  Money can not buy happiness.  Money will not make you popular.  True friends are not those who are on the party bus.  True friends are on the city bus when the party bus breaks down.  When you are down and out that is when you find out who your friends are.  Elliot Roger openly wrote about only using his friends as a means to an end.  It is this part of Elliot Roger that I am thankful I do not see myself in.


Elliot Roger openly wrote about how he failed at everything he tried, the truth is he gave up too easy because he never wanted to do the work.  The only good thing that I can say about his tragic end is that he also failed in his day of retribution.  He came armed with 400 rounds of ammunition but was only able to kill 3 people with his guns.  Three others were by swords.  In his YouTube video he announced his plans to go into a sorority house and kill everyone inside.  He was foiled by a locked door.  I guess when you walk up to a sorority house with a loaded gun they tend to lock the front door.  He never made it to killing his younger brother or his step mother.  He was shot by police and wounded before he could reach that part of his plan.  In the end he did an AnHero and took his own life as he planned to do.  The lives he took and the lives he ruined with his rampage was tragic but looking in perspective it could have been a lot worse.  400 rounds of ammunition.


I actually wish I had stumbled upon his videos before they were news.  He would be the kind of person I would reach out to.  Getting a girlfriend would not have solved his problems.  All it would take is for the relationship to go south and we are right back to mass murder.  I would have liked to have talked to him over skype and convince him to buckle down and realize the lucky hand that life had dealt to him.  Perhaps my talk would achieve nothing.  Some people can not be helped.  Some people are just bad seeds.  Some people just want to see the world burn.


I remember in 2010 my friend Vogter did a video about True Forced Lonlieness and I began to do a few videos on this subject as well.  Apparently Elliot Roger bought into this philosophy as he was a poster on one of their forums.  At it’s core TFU believes that some people are forced to be be single because society deems them unworthy of love.  Most of the members are men but there are a few women.  I really tore into one person who talked about how women create their own killers.  Eventually this clown closed his YouTube channel.  He believed that it is women’s fault for rejecting people who later come back and kill them.  No doubt this clown has his own opinions of Elliot Roger and considers him to be some kind of hero.  He was not.  He was a person who thought himself to be superior to others based on his possessions which technically were given to him by his parents.  He was a person who used people, as most people use toilet paper and when they no longer served his needs they were discarded just as easily.


While I can understand his rage against his step mother I can not comprehend his desire to kill his younger half brother.  NOTE:  I said I understand his rage against his step mother, I do not condone it.  She drove a wedge between him and his father just as my step mother did with my father.  He wrote in his manifesto about how his younger half brother had no problems with social interactions and that he just got an acting role and he was going to be a star.  His step mother was an actress and his father was a director a few movies and even worked on the Hunger Games.  He wrote about how he could not allow his brother to become better than him, he liked it when his little brother looked up to him and probably still did.  How traumatizing it must be for this kid to learn that he was on his own brother’s hit list.  His contempt for those better than him is something I don’t think I will ever understand.  When I see a guy with a hot babe on his arm I don’t look at him with contempt, I give him the thumbs up and the guys usually smile back.  They know what I’m saying with my thumb, I’m happy that they are getting some.


When I see someone better at something than me I don’t give up, it makes me want to work harder.  Sometimes I will ask for help it depends on the situation.  I’m happy when I see someone make it.  I don’t turn into a jealous rage and plot to kill people.  The most tragic thing in this world is wasted talent.  Elliot Roger was given a lot but chose to waste it and in the process hurt a lot of innocent people.  Instead of working hard he wanted everything handed to him.  For that I can blame the parents.


If there is a lesson to be learned here it is this.  Don’t spoil your children occasionally you need to say no, and force them to follow through, don’t allow them to give up on things without giving it their best.


The second thing is don’t allow mental illness or aspergers to be the scape goat here.  There are lots of people with mental illness, people who are bipolor, skitzophrenia, PTSD, ect who live normal lives and don’t hurt anyone.  Elliot Roger did not kill people because he went off his meds.  Elliot Roger killed people because Elliot Roger wanted to.  He made a conscious decision to inflict pain knowing full well that what he was doing was wrong.


The issue is not about mental health and it is not about guns either has half the people he killed were stabbed to death.  The issue is about Elliot Roger and Elliot Roger’s slow decent into evil.




Why I will no longer post to the internet, and open letter to my hacker

Yesterday I announced via twitter that I will no longer be posting online, I wanted to take this time to further explain myself.  However first I would like to address the person who hacked my HappyCabbie YouTube Account.


I don’t care.


I don’t, more than likely you hacked into my account to attempt to find out where I worked.  The timing of the hacking makes no sense otherwise.  You can go through my account all you like, you will not find anything connecting me to my job.


It is no secret that I found my new job shortly after the Google Summit in San Jose this past September.   I have also tweeted that my job involves some travel and that there have been frequent issues regarding me not getting paid and expenses not being reimbursed.  As much as my job frustrates me, I still need it.  I also draw some satisfaction from the work I do, although it is demoralizing that much of it is without compensation.  I can name off far too many people who have lost their jobs due to what they posted online.  However when I saw two people I respect and admire right in a row lose their jobs I knew it was time to hang it up.


Some of you may ask, why I don’t just post non-offensive content.  That isn’t me.  I have opinions and I enjoy sharing them.  Opinions are dangerous when you work in a setting that demands you to conform.  Opinions are like buttholes, everybody has at least one and at least someone else will be offended if they see it.  There is no just thing as a non-offensive opinion.  I currently do not have screw you money.  I need my job, even though many times I go without a paycheck.  If the time comes that I have screw you money perhaps I will return, but not until then.


What I need to focus on now is saving up my money and investing it when I can to ensure that I one day have screw you money.  So to the person who hacked my YouTube account, remember this.  I can undo any damage you do to my account, in the end I just don’t care any more.


To those who I became friends with, I thank you.  It pains me to have to walk away from all this but look on the bright side.  I lived full time as a YouTuber for 2 years.  Very few people can say that.  Ive been featured on national television.  Not many can say that.  I’ve been on the YouTube home page, in their spotlight.  Almost nobody gets that honor, yet I have had all these.  And most importantly I have gotten to know many of you.  You are not just names on a screen, you were real people.  I thank you.


Yours always,



Why I don’t feel sympathy for Corky’s fall.

In the next few weeks I predict Corky will be facing charges on forgery and other charges relating to a real estate scheme he was involved with along with PeaceInChristAlone.  For those not familiar with the story let me say this.  PeaceInChristAlone really set Corky up to be the fall guy, if he does face criminal charges it won’t be as severe as what Corky faces.  That is a travesty in my opinion.  As the one who came up with the scheme in the first place, he should be given the harsher sentence.  Here is an old video from PeaceInChristAlone and his “internet marketing days”

PeaceInChristAlone now tries to pose as this good Christian person who just wants to win souls for Jesus, when in reality I think he is a very shady person and I deeply regret doing a colab with him and exposing him to my audience.  In his current business he finds people like Corky to be a straw buyer for him, I will explain this scheme in detail as I understand it but first let’s go back through history.

In October 2012 Corky posts his animal abuse video.  In this he features a starving dog.  Currently no video exists on YouTube but I have a copy on one of my external hard drives, I just have to hunt for it.  Anyway what happened was he then asked for $1,000 in donations to feed the dog.  Rather than contact animal control to have the dog rescued, he only saw the chance to make a buck off of animal suffering.  He posted the address of his mailbox and two weeks later he and PeaceInChristAlone went down to the mailbox to film all the money they would get.  Instead someone put Corky on the NAMBLA mailing list and his mailbox was full of junk.  In the same video Corky commented on how he was behind on his mailbox rent and did not have the $60 to pay for it.  At this time Corky was living in a broken down RV with no running water, which was an upgrade from the van AKA Corkymobile.  He had been living in vehicles for two years since being evicted from his home in Northern California for non-payment of rent.  This is a key fact.  Two years living in vehicles with no running water.

Another important fact to remember is that Corky had never before lived in the Los Angeles area.  We will get to why that is a key fact in a moment.  Cut to Black Friday Sale 2012 at Best Buy.  Corky films himself going on a shopping spree.  A bunch of new electronics.  Shortly thereafter he purchases a brand new Corvette.  He bought the Ford Mustang (worth at least $25,000) while he was still homeless.  A normal person would secure shelter first, but not Corky.   In fact it was at least a month before he found housing, there is no record of him even spending money on a hotel.  Seriously, apparently he had a brand new corvette parked right next to the broken down RV he was living at.

So now it is obvious that Corky came into some money.  At first I was happy for him.  The reining theory was he got the money from an inheritance.  It wasn’t until people such as Tom Davis did some digging that his real estate scheme was discovered.  Now I had been somewhat critical of Tom Davis for doing things such as filming outside of Corky’s house, in my opinion that was crossing the line, however had it not been for his legwork in tracking down PeaceInChristAlone and Corky’s victims the two of them might have gotten away with their crime.

Over the years Corky has made video after video after video about how much he hates work.  Some copies still exist.  Here is one of them.  At this time he was living on the couch at my place rent free.  His claim that he can’t afford to travel if he is working 8 hours a day is laughable.  How did he expect to travel if he doesn’t work.  Money doesn’t just fall from the sky, well for him it sort of did but we will cover that later.

In this video shot from the van AKA Corkymobile he pokes fun at “lazy mexicans” as he waits for them to cook his food.  Special note, this video was paid for by tax payers like you.

Corky thanks the tax payers

So here is how they did it.  Once again credit goes to Tom Davis for discovering this.  They find abandoned houses and forge documents to acquire these homes.  Only Corky’s name goes on any of the legal fake documents.  Then after a few minor upgrades such as cleaning the yard, ect they have the home appraised and then sold to someone else who has no idea they are buying a stolen house.

Elanor Murphy

Elanor Murphy died on March 6, 2010.  In 2010 Corky was still living in Phoenix staying at the FreedomsPhoenix building and going through his court case for his bike.  However in 2004 Elanor Murphy of Los Angles signed papers in front of a Notary Public granting Corky joint tenancy of her house.  Joint Tenancy is used to transfer property from one person who may be dying to another survivor.  It is a way of gifting a house to someone.  If you wish to see the document in high res you can view it here.  http://postimg.org/image/izs3qxu6h/

Elanor Murphy did not wish for her house to go to any children, or sibling, or any other member of her family.  Rather Elanor Murphy wanted her house to be used by someone who refuses to get a job and brags about hating work online.

Then despite being the sole owner of the house, as the other owner Elanor Murphy had passed away, Corky lived in vehicles without access to running water.  Instead of leaving for Los Angles where he has a home to live in, he moved to Humboldt County after being promised a job that didn’t exist by Charles Douglas of the Humbolt Sentinel.  Prior to getting the Corkymobile he camped in the woods in the dead of winter of Northern California.  In fact he didn’t even move down to Los Angles until the summer of 2011 and STILL did not live in the house he owned but rather still lived in his vehicles.  The paperwork that will filled out in 2004 was never filed until late in 2012.  Shortly thereafter Corky provided the birth certificate thus taking Elanor Murphy’s name off the deed.

That is the story, if we are to believe Corky and PeaceInChristAlone are innocent.  Tom Davis actually spoke to the Notary and was informed that the documents are fake.  Corky and PeaceInChristAlone stole Elanor Murphy’s house.  So who is the victim?  The house clearly was abandoned it was not being used.  There are several victims.  First there are the rightful heirs to the Murphy estate.  Perhaps they did not have the time or the means to repair the house and sell it.  Perhaps it was on their bucket list.  Eventually the county would have taken possession of the house after it fell into enough disrepair.  So the tax payers are also screwed.  However the biggest victims are the people that Corky and PeaceInChristAlone sold the house to.  As they purchased a stolen house they may not be able to keep it.  I am not sure what the law is but more than likely they will still be on the hook for the loan.

Here is a link that will take you to the paperwork filed by Corky granting himself sole ownership of Elanor Murphy’s house.  You will need to click on page 2 and 3 to view them.  http://losangeles.netronline.com/la-index.php?path=20129\26\20121451357.tif

Julio Gonzalez Jr

Julio died on March 25, 2006.  Prior to his death he along with his wife Mary sign papers in front of a Notary Public that transfers the property from Julio and his wife to Julio and Corky.  Here it is  http://s28.postimg.org/8bocs3k7g/julio_grant_deed.jpg  So Mary no longer owns her own home.  Julio Gonzales Jr did not want his own wife to inherit the house upon his death, clearly he wanted it to go to someone he never met, if we are to believe Corky and PICA are innocent.

After Julio’s death the house is abandoned.  Perhaps Mary could not deal with the painful memories an empty house would bring.  Perhaps she was advanced in years and moved into a nursing home, perhaps she went to live with her children as custom for hispanic families.  All she knew was that she owned a home in Los Angles, until 2012 when Corky filed forged papers and a death certificate stealing the house from her.  Here is the papers filed by Corky that stole Mary’s house that she and her deceased husband owned.  http://losangeles.netronline.com/la-index.php?path=2012\10\10\20121526584.tif

As in the case with the Murphy Estate the house is sold to someone else for a profit.  These people took out a loan and may not even be able to keep the house they own as it was stolen goods.

Corky wastes his money

Instead of investing his ill gotten gains wisely such as buying a plot of land for a few thousand dollars and putting a mobile home on it and ensure you won’t be homeless ever again.  Instead of investing in job training for a career, instead of putting his money in a CD or something else that would generate interest he wastes it away on a new car, which he later had to sell when the money ran out.  He spent the money attending Tony Robbins seminars at a few thousand dollars each.  He spent more money on acting classes.  He blew through $100,000 in less than a year.

Corky is the only person I have ever seen that made plans months in advance intending to be homeless.  Instead of realizing that the party was over, and that money is running out and time to look for a job, this guy made plans to transition back into the homeless lifestyle he was living before.  The first thing he needed was a new RV, as the old one he claims to have traded for a bike.  Naturally, Corky purchases something bigger than he can handle.  He does not have a good track record when it comes to driving.

The Van aka Corkymobile had several dents in it that were not there when he first got it.  He then purchased a used Taxi intending to operate as a cab driver until he discovered the car he purchased was too old to legally operate in the LA area.  That car was totaled and he wore a neck brace for several weeks after the accident.  So now he owns a huge full size motorhome that many people predict won’t last longer than 6 months.

Medical Fraud

PeaceinChristAlone decided to garner views and amuse himself by filming Corky in pain after a mountain hiking accident.  The video has since been removed but copies exist.  Here is the important question.  How do you earn $100,000 and still qualify for Medical? (California Medicaid program which provides medical coverage to the POOR)  It is simple if you don’t report the income.  Really what would you list as your occupation, grave robber, swindler of widows?

So now you can understand why so many people were outraged.  Here was a person who is NOT disabled yet scammed his way into getting a disability check every month, lives off of tax payers assistance, yet posted videos calling taxes theft and openly mocking the people who do work and pay taxes.  There was even a video on my channel called He Just Doesn’t Get it where he announces that he is above any job that pays less than 10 dollars per hour, fully aware that he was living rent free in my home as I supported his lazy butt on on just $9 per hour.

Yet when I discovered that Corky had come into some money I was truly happy for him.  However thanks to the work of Tom Davis it has now come out how that money was the result of a crime.  Yes these two committed a crime and what is sad is that PeaceInChristAlone made sure that only Corky’s name was on the papers, Corky will be the fall guy.  However, fall guy or not, only an idiot would believe that forgery was legal.  He HAD to have known what he was doing was wrong.  For that I feel no sympathy.  However, if there is a God as PeaceInChristAlone claims there is, then PeaceInChristAlone will also do hard time for his role in this real estate scheme.

Note it is possible that this blog post may contain a few small errors but that is due to the fact that I am trying to explain a complex real estate scheme.  Any differences to what I have posted here and what is claimed by Tom Davis I would ask that you defer to Tom Davis as he has spent much of his time researching this.

Why I have changed my mind about helping Corky

About a month ago, I was on a Google Hangout hosted by TheBrainEnema.  She thought it was a good idea to invite Corky into the room.  The purpose of this blog starts at the 3 hour mark of the video.



Corky has been going through a rough patch.  He has blown through $100,000 in about a year and is now back to where he was.  Living in a motor home.  Gone is his new corvette, his rented house, pretty much everything else went to yard sales.  He is either moved out completely or is in the process of doing so.


About two months ago, someone posted a couple of videos driving by Corky’s house.  I can certainly sympathise.  I remember when my address got leaked out to the internet and a video of my place showed up.  I quickly got it taken down.  I guess out of pity, I told Corky I would try and see if I could get the videos removed.  The very next day I realized what a foolish mistake this was.  However now is the first time I can put my words to text and explain why I should not help Corky.


First, let’s not forget who was responsible for the entire internet having my home address.  While I can not prove that it was Corky who found it first (I honestly don’t think he is smart enough to know how) he WAS responsible for giving out my address to every person he could find.  I had several people inform me that they got messages from him.  So basically, Corky made his bed, he should sleep in it.


The second reason that it is wrong to help Corky is because of Corky’s track record for biting the hand that feeds him.  Anyone remember when he posted a video asking for a notebook so he could continue and I bought him a brand new laptop with a two year warranty.  Only to have two months later see him accuse me of putting keyloggers on the computer to hack into his facebook.  Anyone remember when he was facing eviction in 2011 and I offered him a home, then he posted several videos attacking me and how long I had to defend myself against those.


He has accused me of being a terrorist, a pedophile, a murderer and anything else he thinks people will believe.  He actually has people convinced that I posted videos attacking him on my channel.  Seriously, people blindly think this.  Not many but there are some.  Of course the truth is out there for anyone to see, all I have is videos rebutting his crazy and baseless accusations against me with hard factual evidence.  


While I lament the fact that Corky has someone posting videos of his house, the fact remains that if videos still existed of my place, Corky would see to it that they were shared across the internet.  One thing that history has taught me is that it is dangerous to help Corky.  


Now to the person doing this.  It is an ethical taboo to post someone’s personal information on the internet.  That is all I will say on the matter.  

Open letter to Monez292

Last week I had the chance to get on the internet and I found a great video from Montez292  He had finally finished trucking school and was now on the road with his trainer Mark Staite.  The video has since been removed but here is my response to the video showing my excitement.  


Turns out this duo only lasted about 3 days.  For those who don’t know much about the trucking industry, when you get your commercial drivers license the trucking company will team you up with an experienced driver for one to two months.  Sadly most companies run the students/trainers as a team.  Which means one drives while the other sleeps.  To reduce the risk of injury during rollover accidents sleeping in the top bunk is prohibited while the truck is in motion.  Which means both people share the same bed, just not at the same time.  


Upon parting ways with Mark Staite, Montez292 went home and began uploading negative videos both against Mark and the company as a whole.  Here is the two videos he has produced so far.


NASTY, NASTY, NASTY!!!!!!!!!!!


Just part


Ok so long story short, he is accusing Mark Staite of sleeping in the nude and having to sleep in the same mattress.  The solution to that could not be simpler.  BEDSHEETS!!!!.  Take his bedsheets off and put yours on.  You can purchase truck sheets at any truck stop.  They are designed to fit the unique size of a truck bed.  As far as you driving down the road with someone naked in the back, that is what the privacy curtain is for.  There is a curtain that hangs between the drivers seating area and the bed area.  




These curtains attach and close either with velcro, magnets, or snaps.  In the case where the truck is parked and both of you are in bed there are two bunks.  Each of you would have your own private area.  However even if he slept fully dressed, you would want to use your own sheets as his sheets no doubt smell like him.


Now on to the other accusation against Mark.  That there were urine bottles all throughout the bed.  Urine bottles is a nasty nasty thing to do, but I think most truckers would admit to having resorted to this at least once or twice.  However, I can’t imagine anyone actually sleeping with his own urine.  Sadly there was no video evidence to back up this accusation.  If the truck was as disgusting as you make it out to be, you really should have documented the proof to cover your own butt.


Mark Staite for whatever reason has chosen not to respond in video.  According to search results he has logged in at least twice in the past 7 days.  I have been keeping track.  He is not on twitter so I have no way of reaching him as I can not access any YouTube account at this time to contact him that way.  Perhaps one of my readers will send him a message and invite him to twitter.  I can think of only two logical reasons why he has not responded.  1.  His company has forbidden him to respond.  2.  He is not wanting to sink into a internet pissing contest.  He is a seasoned driver and an experienced trainer.  Not all trucking students are going to make it.


As far as Montez292 going after the company he spoke so highly of for the past year, I am a loss of words.  According to him, Stevens Transport refused to assign him to another trainer.  Trainers and students have personality clashes all the time.  Stevens must have a contingency plan for getting students off the truck when they can’t get along with their trainer.  

Now I was really cheering Montez292 on, I really was and I continue to think he is a good person.  However the last two videos he has put out going after his company will only result in hurting him.  Any trucking company he goes and applies for will no doubt look at his social networking sites such as YouTube.  

Having gone through trucking school back in 1999 I can tell you it is hell.  The school is the easy part.  The hard part is going out with your trainer.  My first one stranded me in Texas as he just drove off without me.  That was a personality conflict.  Going through with your trainer is pure hell.  However, the hell doesn’t last forever.  At the end you get your own truck and your own bed and a good paying job.  


Montez292 if you really want to be an OTR driver I would advise you to private those videos you put out bashing the company and Mark Staite, they will only result in hurting your future job prospects.  Furthermore, I would encourage everyone to realize we had only heard one side of the story and the other side may never be told.  So don’t be too quick to judge Mark Staite.  Frankly I hope it never is.  I hope that both of these men who I respect and admire deeply can go their separate ways and get back to making videos that put a good light on the trucking industry.  


Finally I do hope that both Montez292 and Mark Staite join twitter as right now that is the only way I can really interact with people, when my current job allows me time and access to the internet.  

Peaceful resolution to the MeganLeeHart situation.

First to those who were upset that this did not turn out into an all out flamewar as some of you were hoping let me remind you that this was never about starting a fight on the interenet.  My goal was to simply get MeganLeeHeart, LifeInATent, and WeatherManKevin to stop trying to contact TheReplyGirl.  They have given me their word and I will trust them.  I have to give peace a chance.

Here is how the truce talks took place.

She then sent another message

MeganLeeHeart then sent another message



At this time TheReplyGirl started contacting me.  Until she was able to get in contact with me she sent them this message.

So I wrote up, in my opinion a fair and decent script for both of us to read on video.  This here is the original script.

Sadly the original script was declined.

Well to me a video was the deal breaker.  Because this is the third discussion of a truce on this issue I insisted on a public video.  Now if you recall I never demanded that she post the video to her subscribers.  The reason is, a video on her channel could easily be deleted the very next day.  Mine stays forever.  I insisted on a video.

MeganLeeHeart sent a new message

So then I offered up this solution

MeganLeeHeart then sent this message

As to MeganLeeHeart’s claim that she has never gotten any hate from MLH fans I will let you form your own conclusions.  A simple glance at her channel page  will clear that myth up for you as you scroll through the comments.  Look at how many of them mention MeganLeeHeart.  Not to mention fun fan mail sent in by this young buck.

MeganLeeHeart then comes and writes a script of her own

I agree that this is fine

So I record my video and I send TheReplyGirl the link to share with MeganLeeHeart

Now the video took about 1 minute to record and one minute to upload, it was set to unlisted.  All I was waiting on is for her to record her video and send it to me.

So we sit and we wait.  About 2 hours later MeganLeeHeart messages us back.

Ok so now we sit and wait for Megan’s truce video to appear on the MeganLeeHeart channel.  However, instead of putting priority to ending this drama, she decides to first film, edit, and upload this.

Now I am not upset by this video.  After all, nothing is wrong with a good parody.  However it was my understanding that MeganLeeHeart wanted this flamewar to be over and instead of spending 30 seconds to record a video, she spends about an hour at least on the above video.

Irregardless, she finally did get around to filming the video with the agreed to script.

Now some have accused me of being a fool for agreeing to this truce.  This is after all the third time we have come to this agreement.  However, my goal was to never trash MeganLeeHeart although I do believe she has done some very underhanded things.  I will leave that to other “internet detectives” to sort out.  All I wanted was for these guys to leave TheReplyGirl alone.  As long as they do that I am happy.  However, I am not naive, Reagan said trust but verify.  I still have my dirt.  Hopefully I will never have to use it.  I have since instructed TheReplyGirl to block on facebook, youtube, and twitter, all of their accounts.  Hopefully finally that will be the end of it.

Hopefully this can serve as a lesson to others on the internet to always strive for a peaceful solution and an end to conflict.  Not all fights have to be won.  Sometimes it is better for everyone if we all stop fighting.

What MeganLeeHeart Considers Harassment LOL

Below is part of a very long message from MeganLeeHeart.  I will make the full message available in another post but I just wanted to highlight the relevant text here.

[Note I have copied and pasted it exactly as it was typed,  the spelling errors are hers.]

My deal with the one you are defending was kept on facebook which is a private issue. She copied two video topics. She does video reviews okay fine but two times I did a vlog about topics that have no videos and she turns around and copies me. That is no acceptable and that is why I do not like her and never will. Nothing will change my mind and if I want to continue telling her to stop doing my personal topics I have a right to do so.

here are examples of latest in the links below

I never said there was a video, it was my MeganSpeaks show which I speak about things that are on my mind and all the sudden it is copied an hour later. I do not appreciate it at all and I will not sit here and watch her copy my topics especially if it wasn’t a viral review. That to me is harassment. If she doesn’t leave my topics alone, then it will get worse. I will continue to tell her to stop and there is not a thing you can do.

Now as anyone can clearly see, this is not copying a personal vlog.  This is simply two ladies doing videos on the news.  It just so happens that MeganLeeHeart got to the camera first.  If MeganLeeHeart did a vlog about what she did at the mall and what kind of shoes she bought, and TheReplyGirl copied that then I could see an issue.  However this is NOT a personal vlog.  It is two ladies reporting on the news.